Monday, December 13, 2010

Poem/rambings

This is something that essentially wrote itself. It began with a single sentence, which transformed into a specific setting, then ultimately led to the entrance of a character that I had never before known or conceived. I had no idea of a direction in which I wanted to story to travel, and even less of an idea of he who would travel it. I guess that's what I meant by: the story wrote itself. I just thought that I would share the short journey with you...I hope you find something within the story that means something to you....


Christmas candle window glow through fractal frozen crystal forests,
invading white pine incense coals and the sweaty shivers to match
the mystery of buzzing angelic voices through gargled nutmeg eggnog rum.
"Oh Silent Night" mumbles down the empty snow banked streets
caked in solid slippery black icing, holiday jingles muffled behind bolted doors
with cracks illuminated by private crackling fires, garnished with red string
and misshapen oversized socks.

The vagabond drags his crooked feet across the shadowy barricaded glass highway in silence,
never taking the shoveled exit ramps leading to gated drives and the inevitable backtrack.
The 6 to 10 member caroler packs pick up his scent from a hundred yards off
and dart like fish into the sanctuaries of neighbor's snowmen graveyards.
The old man doesn't even notice this instinctual flight, never taking his eyes off the delicate
oscillating broken steps of the dangerous snail crawl leading into an endless oblivion,
or at least until he's out of the suburbs.

His only prayer to that baby king adorned in his
birthday crown is that the frozen black and white parkway of singing family electric streetlights
will end at a cliff so that the memories of his lost song will die along with his body.
But instead he is met with another crossroads that will lead him back to where he already stands.
Now the mounds of salty gravel and loose white flakes seem as good a place as he'll ever find
to close his eyes that final time, crawling up their crumbling wall till debris touches every inch
of shredded cloth, his own fleeting heat letting the cold poison makes it's way through to the skin.

That muffled tune makes it's last cycle just far off enough to reach his ears while the drums still throb.
And with that awaited breath when the soul escapes, skipping across the white hot air
into the nothingness from which it came, it will truly be a silent night.

3 comments:

  1. Hello;

    Thanks for sharing your writing. My husband is an artist and I have been trying to encourage him to blog his writing and art work. I shared your blog and other ones with him and we had some questions.

    * How do you protect your work from being stolen?
    *Your present background is distracting from the writing. Is that planned?
    *Do you make the effort to write daily?

    Have a good evening

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  2. Hi Arthur

    Just wondering if you got our message late last year. Looking forward to hearing from you and reading more of your writing.

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  3. Thank you for your interest and questions. I have to say that I am hesitant about responding to comments from people that I don't know, thanks to the antics of certain individuals who take the definition of "stalking" to new levels for me. As I write this now, there is no way for me to be sure that this is not yet another attempt to covertly engage me in a conversation designed to extract information about me family for the use of manipulative intentions. I've grown rather weary of these attempts and will simply submit to responding to comments from people I don't know as long as the conversation doesn't steer toward anything having to do with my family.

    The background was intentional, yes, however, I don't think it is the best background for this blog. I can't seem to find a text color that is both easy to read and aesthetically pleasing. The image was designed to illustrate the gay "sexual" aspect of my writings while reinforcing the surrealist quality of the conceptions and emotions I'm trying to convey. It will have to do for now, but I will be looking to change it soon once I get back to my writing and have new stuff to post.

    In terms of artistic security, I essentially rely on the fact that my current work is nothing that anyone would really want to steal, in the sense that it has been rejected by publishers a few times. If your husband is a professional artist who relies on making money from his creations, then I would certainly advise him to seek advice from a lawyer familiar with online content. Blogs are basically a public domain, and I can't comment about the legal logistics of maintaining exclusive ownership. I am only 22 years old and this whole thing was an experiment encouraged by a friend.

    What sort of art does your husband create? What was his reaction to the homosexual content of my blog? (I'm always curious about how married men respond to content like that, although artists these days seem to be rather accepting). How did you come upon my blog? Any other comments about the format, content, or anything else that passes through your mind?

    Again thanks for your interest. If you happen to be the individual who has repeatedly disguised themselves with new online identities, I would appreciate it if you would stop polluting my creative forum with obsessive self-interested babble (if you are not this person, then I sincerely apologize for the suspicion and genuinely appreciate your comments).

    Talk to you later,

    Arthur Steppes

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